i hate when people are like “only dogs can give u love and affection cats are cold and elusive” like okay dog person if you had ever actually owned a cat you would know they are the neediest fucking creatures on the planet
cats will literally sit on your head until you pay attention to them
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cobra starship-“middle finger” feat. mac miller
So this weekend was baller…we went clubbing fri,sat night..i tripped balls on some good dmt…ran into izzy and shared the dmt love wit her,she loved it too. it was nice to catch up its been years and we both look great and she told me she is happy that i finally found myself and i’m happy.
she took to the pronouns and name really easy even though we werent really talking so that made me really happy even if she is familiar with the trans community it was just nice to hear.
i had fun with davey but i am running into a small problem..and i think we ran into this commitment thing too fast,i thought i wanted a boyfriend…now i’m not sure…
and its not like he’s not an awesome dude,cuz he is really cool but….sometimes his manners in public are just a huge turn off,even if they make me laugh…like he just farts and than obvi talks about it like thats fine i know were dudes but theres a time in place…like NOT in the club or where were eating…lol like idk. and he’s really cool i just…..dont think i’m that physically attracted to him…idk i’m all queeny and it takes me a million yares to get ready but that is also because it usually involves my binder,then a compression shirt over a tank top over the binder,then my tshirt im wearing out,than i have to tuck my compression shirt into my binder….then i have to worry about hair which takes five mins but because i am picky it has to be perfect…then blowdry…dont forget the proactiv shit i have to do too since i do the cleanser in the shower so astringent and moisturizer too…idk i like that about myself…i’m very high maintenance,god did i NEVER think in a million years i would say that…
but i am and i am realizing it slowly..i just am super torn..i mean maybe i should give it a chance,but then again i dont wanna end up breaking his fuckin heart,which i know is gonna happen if i break up with him anyway because he is quite smitten with me..
in any case…downloaded WoW…gave in haha…i can play up to level 20 for free than get the game and play online….diablo was giving me problems…
anywho,i need coffee now and am having trouble typing. i mean christ,it is really early right now…like 7:19 AM. pretty god damn early for me.
I’m calling his phone up just to tell him how much
I really love him cause he’s everything I want
He listens to me, cares for me
So I truly believe
God sent me an angel up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect
Only because it’s the only way
I can describe, so
If this isn’t love
Tell me what it is, cause i can be be dreaming and just plain crazy
If this isn’t love
Tell me what it is, cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love
L-o-v-e what is it to me?
L-o-v-e Oh…
If this isn’t love
yeah,we’re gonna get all domestic and shit. i’m excited. :) and they’re all nice places,hopefully if i get my job at bj’s,well not only be able to afford all these places,but also have a shit ton of money in our pockets and savings as well.
so i totally can’t wait for tomorrow. i get to see my babes,were gonna go out to eat at max & erma’s,then go see The Avengers,which i’m totally stoked to see cuz i am a big marvel fan. then afterwards we are going back to the audubon ale house by my parents,and just kinda kill time there by getting trashed lol…i’m gonna pull an “oops mom davey missed the last bus to get to the train” shit and mom will have no choice but to allow him to. but see billy was able to sleep over before and that was no prob at all,and they really like davey so i don’t think it will be an issue. and even if it is,they wont really be able to do anything about it since its “too late”….either that or were gonna stay up like crazy til closing time and just sneak in and explain later. haha. i’m so bad. i love it though.
i also have an interview tomorrow at BJ’s…which i’m really nervous about only 1 thing…everything else i’m perfectly capable of doing competantly and you know being a good worker blah blah shitty shit,but i’m REALLY worried about their equal oppurtunity shit…like i am afraid to blow my getting a job by being open about my trans status,but then again i would rather be myself and risk not getting that job then pretend to be someone else when my name is legally changing in like a month. and my gender will be different,so i might as well explain and get it out of the way. i’d ask what y’all think but to be honest,i’m gonna listen to myself anyway.
wish me luck!
then fri-sun i’ll be downtown with my boo so i won’t really be on much!!
